man... i dont know if any of ya'll know... but damn is it hard to loose two of your best friends in a year. [they're not dead] the first.... well she decided to lie to me...and not tell me something that was very important...of course...then still used me as an excuse to go out with her boyfriend...even after i told her that i hated her...haha...funny girl. the second... ha the one i love. jeez...i hope he knows that this is hard and i thought i could'nt live w/o him...sheesh...everything i do....and i mean EVERYTHING reminds me of him..... its been 5 days...he has'nt called...i did'nt call... i gave up... fuck that shit. man...everything/everyone...just wants to go wrong on me. well working at tom thumb has been good...getting a raise!! whoohoo! going to cali sund....stayign for a week...hopefully that'll relax me... alice...i have to get you something from there since you are the greatest little azn i know =] i love you! well all i can say is... wait what can i say.. i've been screwed over.. if your a guy or girl you need to watch rumor has it... its the best movie i've seen this year! haha watch it! laters ya'll you know i dont even know what love is.. i thought i did, im guessing i was TOTALLY wrong. | 
